i hadn't realized how long it had taken me to update this again. This is probably the worst week i've had in like a year, normally i have nothing to complain about...this week has been hell. I don't quite know how to fix things, I think i always think i have everything under control...when i clearly don't. I don't know what else to do, with my situation with my best friend. And i know what people's first thought is...don't worry, be happy, move on. Normally, thats a good answer, but not this time. Losing a best friend (when they're really your best friend forever) is hard, and i'm not going to let it happen.
phew, i love ranting here. But i should stop, and give you guys some goodies.
Enjoy, have a happy Wednesday !
What good is it being appreciated if no one is naked?
Cute's good. But cute only lasts for so long.
Part of me just wants to find the right words to hurt you. The same way you hurt me.
I forgot you're the guy who loves to rip the rug out from under me just when I feel like we're given some sort of stable ground.
Remember when I told you what girls want? Girls just want someone to want them back- at least I do.
You see! It's not so easy getting back in the ring. Ecspecially with the one who knocked you out in the first place.
I thought I knew you. But I guess it's easier to see what we want than to look for the truth.
If you could go back and just change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing? Just one moment. One moment that you've always wanted back.
Just so you know, the only thing I really want is to see him laugh again. You know, hear him sing off-key... watch him roll his eyes at me when I steal french fries off his plate. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm crazy for him.
If you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then you'll always find them. Sometimes you just need to let go and give your heart what it deserves.
Somebody tell me you've got love figured out, because I got news for you; it's pretty darn messy right now. But I guess it's always been that way. Wanting to be loved, to find somebody that makes your heart ache in a good way. feel understood. So. if you're robots, or aliens, or something and you're watching this right now and that feeling no longer exists; well,. you missed it. and I feel sorry for you. Cause as far as I can tell, that's what it's all about.
You know that feeling you get on Sunday where you just had the whole day to yourself, and it's been great, and then you remember that you have to go to school the next day, and it just ruins the rest of the night? I have to go home tomorrow and I've got that feeling, just like it's Sunday night.
People are gonna dissapoint you. I get that... I kind of expect that. But I dont know, what if you wake up one day and realize that you're the dissapointment?
Just trust me, over time, not knowing is way worse than a "no".
phew, i love ranting here. But i should stop, and give you guys some goodies.
Enjoy, have a happy Wednesday !
What good is it being appreciated if no one is naked?
Cute's good. But cute only lasts for so long.
Part of me just wants to find the right words to hurt you. The same way you hurt me.
I forgot you're the guy who loves to rip the rug out from under me just when I feel like we're given some sort of stable ground.
Remember when I told you what girls want? Girls just want someone to want them back- at least I do.
You see! It's not so easy getting back in the ring. Ecspecially with the one who knocked you out in the first place.
I thought I knew you. But I guess it's easier to see what we want than to look for the truth.
If you could go back and just change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing? Just one moment. One moment that you've always wanted back.
Just so you know, the only thing I really want is to see him laugh again. You know, hear him sing off-key... watch him roll his eyes at me when I steal french fries off his plate. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm crazy for him.
If you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then you'll always find them. Sometimes you just need to let go and give your heart what it deserves.
Somebody tell me you've got love figured out, because I got news for you; it's pretty darn messy right now. But I guess it's always been that way. Wanting to be loved, to find somebody that makes your heart ache in a good way. feel understood. So. if you're robots, or aliens, or something and you're watching this right now and that feeling no longer exists; well,. you missed it. and I feel sorry for you. Cause as far as I can tell, that's what it's all about.
You know that feeling you get on Sunday where you just had the whole day to yourself, and it's been great, and then you remember that you have to go to school the next day, and it just ruins the rest of the night? I have to go home tomorrow and I've got that feeling, just like it's Sunday night.
People are gonna dissapoint you. I get that... I kind of expect that. But I dont know, what if you wake up one day and realize that you're the dissapointment?
Just trust me, over time, not knowing is way worse than a "no".
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