When the world seems to get just a little bit harder, and our hearts seem to get just a little bit heavier; all we need is a little hope, or just the right words.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Too many people go through life running from something that isnt after them.

i hadn't realized how long it had taken me to update this again. This is probably the worst week i've had in like a year, normally i have nothing to complain about...this week has been hell. I don't quite know how to fix things, I think i always think i have everything under control...when i clearly don't. I don't know what else to do, with my situation with my best friend. And i know what people's first thought is...don't worry, be happy, move on. Normally, thats a good answer, but not this time. Losing a best friend (when they're really your best friend forever) is hard, and i'm not going to let it happen.

phew, i love ranting here. But i should stop, and give you guys some goodies.

Enjoy, have a happy Wednesday !

What good is it being appreciated if no one is naked?

Cute's good. But cute only lasts for so long.

Part of me just wants to find the right words to hurt you. The same way you hurt me.

I forgot you're the guy who loves to rip the rug out from under me just when I feel like we're given some sort of stable ground.

Remember when I told you what girls want? Girls just want someone to want them back- at least I do.

You see! It's not so easy getting back in the ring. Ecspecially with the one who knocked you out in the first place.

I thought I knew you. But I guess it's easier to see what we want than to look for the truth.

If you could go back and just change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing? Just one moment. One moment that you've always wanted back.

Just so you know, the only thing I really want is to see him laugh again. You know, hear him sing off-key... watch him roll his eyes at me when I steal french fries off his plate. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm crazy for him.

If you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then you'll always find them. Sometimes you just need to let go and give your heart what it deserves.

Somebody tell me you've got love figured out, because I got news for you; it's pretty darn messy right now. But I guess it's always been that way. Wanting to be loved, to find somebody that makes your heart ache in a good way. feel understood. So. if you're robots, or aliens, or something and you're watching this right now and that feeling no longer exists; well,. you missed it. and I feel sorry for you. Cause as far as I can tell, that's what it's all about.

You know that feeling you get on Sunday where you just had the whole day to yourself, and it's been great, and then you remember that you have to go to school the next day, and it just ruins the rest of the night? I have to go home tomorrow and I've got that feeling, just like it's Sunday night.

People are gonna dissapoint you. I get that... I kind of expect that. But I dont know, what if you wake up one day and realize that you're the dissapointment?

Just trust me, over time, not knowing is way worse than a "no".

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Sometimes you love, and you learn, and you... move on.

well, hello. I really hope i keep up my constant updating. Eventually someone will read my blog right? ha. I will probably(hopefully not) have the most unsuccessful blog ever.

Let me tell you, being at home all weekend hasnt made me THAT productive. which is pathetic. Now, all i can do is think. Normally that would be a good thing, but i'm overthinking everything. Like the problem with the best friend. I just cant help but feel more hurt everyday, oh how i hate facebook sometimes. It's like a stab in the heart, that newsfeed. If anyone has facebook, and is fighting with someone, ignore the newsfeed...it is suicide.

I guess at 17, everything is a big deal. Maybe one day i'll look back and say to my past self-wow, you had nothing better to do. For right now, though, i feel like crap.

I've been very obsessed with Donora lately, their song Chorus has fixed me right up ! and the movie someone like you.

enjoy some quotes, and some of my polaroid picture obsession:

You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves

I think I like you
I'm pretty sure I do
I'd go for thai with you
if you asked me to

I like I like when we whisper soft to each other
I like I like when we're quiet with one another
I like I like when we're n-nice nice to each other
I like I like when we surely like one another

out of all the things in life that I could fear , the only thing that would hurt me, is if you weren't here.

one of the most devastating things in life is when somebody you love gives up.. on you.

There are few things sadder in this life than watching someone walk away after they've left you, watching the distance between your bodies expand until there's nothing... but empty space and silence.

Ray: What's that they say about the love of a good woman?
Jane: [narrating] That once offered, it's guaranteed to come back and bite her in the ass.
Because I was happy. Because if this theory is wrong, men don't leave all women, Eddie, they leave me.

Jane: I mean, c'mon! I was comparing men to animals!... Which, let's face it, sometimes they are. But sometimes, they are not. Sometimes, you open the barn door, or the bedroom door, or the hospital room door, and you find the real thing. You find a guy that can sit with you when you're at your absolute worst, when your face looks like a punching bag and you're elbow deep in Kleenex, and he can still look at you, and tell you that Ray is not the last man you're ever going to love.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

At the end of the day, you either focus on what separates you… or what holds you together

When it comes down to it, and i have to pick the quotes i want to use for the day, it is just so damn difficult ! i have way to many, i wonder how i collected so many, so fast.

Today, I'm not going to put up a picture, but i will have (fingers crossed) a whole pic spam tomorrow, because i collect those too !

I can't believe it's almost friday ! oh god, every year goes by faster and faster for me. I wanted this year to go at snail pace, but clearly that's not happening.

Life has been a little harder on me lately, but i think its just part of the cycle-like the economy ! it goes up, it gets better...but then suddenly there's a drop, but you need one to get to the good part all over again. I just need to keep telling myself that. Because not talking to my dad, and not talking to my best friend hurts me more and more everyday. But eventually, like the economy, it'll start running smoothly soon.

I should finish my rants, and give you some quotes. I kinda just close my eyes, and choose randomly at the section i select and copy, so enjoy the randomness of life ! have a good thursday.

I got a lecture about behavior, and how if we wanted boys to be gentlemen we should act like ladies, which was idiotic because we didn't want the boys to be gentlemen. We wanted them to think we're pretty and ask us to dance and hold our hands, and maybe kiss us in the corner and send us clever instant messages.

I was addicted to saying things and having them matter to someone -Waitress

People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters. But that's not true, is it? You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more.

You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you've done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you're tired. You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and you're trying not to tell him that you love him, and you're trying to choke down the feeling, and you're trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you didn't even have a name for. -Richard Siken

I learned you have to choose. For better or for worse. You have to choose what your life is going to look like.’

She believed in dreams, alright, but she also believed in doing something about them. When Prince Charming didn’t come along, she went over to the palace and got him.--

Monday, January 11, 2010

you make your own family.

I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before, because you hurt me so bad. i was afraid to be vunerable, i was afraid of you, and the way that you made me feel, and i know that doesnt matter now after what i did, i just thought you should know. this is how i spent my summer, wanting you. i was just too afraid to admit it.

I miss my best friend. I wish i could read people's minds. And figure out if maybe, she misses me, as much as i miss her. So then, we can talk about it. And stop acting like we're 6. Or maybe i'm the 6 year old and she's the adult...then again that's how its always been. I hate missing moments. Life is right now...wether its working out for you or not.

anyways, enjoy:

you were only given this life because you are strong enough to live it.

everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
It's an extraordinary feeling

for an ordinary reason
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,

It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

i am not what they say, but if i turned out to be, would you love me anyway?
but i hate you for what you are, and for what i've become

behind every promise lies a broken heart
I don't need forever, only this moment.

Don't put your trust in walls
'Cause walls will only crush you when they fall

You were born an original. Don't die a copy.

"If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me."

I saw this picture, and i HAD to post it. I used to have a golden labrador retriever. His name was TJ, and i loved him from the second i saw him. I always will. I know for some people it's odd, the whole loving the dog thing, but i adore him with all my heart, unconditionally, forever and always. We had to give him away, and i will never get over that.

All ranting aside, this is my first official post. I dont think i'm going to post quotes just yet. But i will document 2010 with the help of this blog, a few words, some beautiful pictures, and some quotes. So i cant wait. I will probably post some more pictures tonight, and some quotes. Just to at least be 3 post ahead, if i dont get any done tomorrow.

Also as a heads up, i will be having lots and lots of postsecret. If no one knows what that is, please get out of that rock of yours !

It Takes Courage To Grow Up And Become Who You Really Are;

I thought the title should be a quote...seeing as this is going to be my quote page. Over my high school years, i am now in grade 12, meaning that for the past four years i have collected over 3 million quotes ! i know, its a little ridiculous, but quotes have always been a pretty smooth way of expressing myself. No, i dont write them, apart from the quote above, i have never written a quote in my life. Do you have to wonder why?

So this blog(if anyone reads it) will be updated very randomly. Right now, I'm grounded for the first time in my life, which means that apart from my laptop, my O.C seasons, and Sara Dessen...well, its a pretty sad week if you ask me. So i shall update this everyday, maybe twice a day. who knows? Boredom has a way of overwhelming me.

I'm Katherine if any of you lookers out there are wondering. This is the introduction to hopefully a good blog, that will both entertain and inspire you. I will most likely rant a little before any of the quotes i post...i am known as a talker, so that is not a surprise.

All of the quotes i have collected have gotten me through some pretty tough times, i have chosen them, because they have meant something to me. Not to say, that most quotes arent happy and inspirational though. Have no fear.

I love laughing, smiling, friends, family, The O.C, Bones, Quotes, running, boys, parties, photographs, eating, movies, dancing(not the graceful kind)

very superficial list of who i really am, although, as a 17 year old girl i assure you i am at the very least 40% superficial. It would be weird if i wasnt right?

I feel like this is already getting really long, but i am a talker, a loud one. I'm also a huge laugher(if thats a word) but that's another story, one that involves me sounding way too much like a hyena...blame it on my mother.

Hopefully my happy outlook on life will inspire you...or annoy you, i suppose my good nature can also be very obnoxious. who knows?

This is it from me, as i am being called to eat dinner...and if i'm grounded, i have to do something right to gain some brownie points.

"The only people you need in your life, are the ones that prove they need you in theirs."

Bye for now,